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The Worst EP

by The Worst Generation

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1.
I'd hoped the music could bring back my friends so far I've only reunited with Vodka, Vodka and Gin So much for barbecues, so much for partyin'; you can find me on the couch watchin' Netflix and rotten We all feel anxious, we're all alone; nursing a drink at the bar on our phones and I know I went away when you all stayed. In your lives I've no longer a place and I know you've been through lots of things that I can't relate but can't we try to act like friends for old time's sake?
2.
Alone in the dark Gliding through the empty streets It's not very far feels like an eternity the streetlights blink to the rhythm of my heartbeat but I've never felt so out of sync / Stormed off in the night an argument for ego's sake fell off of your bike a stranger found you in the street surrounded by wings the sauce it stained your skinny jeans and we found your bones in the street the next week I don't think these drinks do what you think It isn't a fuel it just consumes your wallet and the way you think and since you disagree with everything I speak it's time for me to ride home in the dark I think Alone in the dark faster now than usually my legs pumping hard muscles aching for relief but I can't stop feels like something's chasing me but I've been alone on these empty streets / right next to the park one you pass by every day you hit the curb hard touched the earth and fell asleep the cars passin' by only notice some debris as they drive by the ditch where you sleep Keep it up and that's just what you'll be an empty, washed up, useless container for alcoholic drinks discarded, lifeless, broken on the street ... Keep it up man, that's what we'll be
3.
I once rode a shitty department store bike until it literally fell apart I like to think of it as a metaphor for the condition of my heart Rattlin’ and shakin’ the parts fall as they’re breakin’ the rattlin’ and shakin’ reminds me of the ache in my heart I rode that shitty department store bike until the derailur fell off It only had three gears by then, and two of them were at the top Rattlin’ and shakin’ and all the parts are breakin’ the rattlin’ and shakin’ a symptom of the ache in my heart It wasn’t even my bicycle, I had to borrow it from a friend. It already had three gears broken, But he never let me hear the end I rode that shitty department store bike Till its components rotted away but even after I replaced the bike my heart still felt the same Rattlin’ and shakin’ and all the parts were breakin’ F G C the rattlin’ and shakin’ A symptom of the ache in my heart Rattlin’ and E7 Am shakin’ and rattlin’ and shakin’ and rattlin’ and shakin’ G C A symptom of the ache in my heart E7 Rattlin’ and shakin’ and Rattlin’ and Am G C shakin’ and Rattlin’ and shakin’- A symptom of the ache in my heart
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Couch Surfer 01:44
Well set my bills to autopay cuz on the couch I waste away Ignoring all the envelopes that come my way. because there's always some mine craft to play or hours window shopping on Ebay hoping that some long lost friend will call today. but automated calls from paypal credit are the only kind of calls that my phone gets seems I've been spending way to much much time moping i'll have to set that shit to autopay when I get the chance But will I just keep on sitting right there on my ass? doing battle with myself old bad habits on the shelf tryin' real hard not to waste the time I've left because a corpse always smells better once the vultures pick it clean I suppose I should take a shower before it gets that bad at least.
5.
Crossroads of College and Paris a strange man jumped into traffic I gotta admit at first it made me laugh but as Dan and I sat there at that red light both us thinking that laugh I guess I kind've choked it back cuz first I recognized that empty hollow look of sadness carried on his face bags neath his eyes the bandage on his arm it told a story about his stumble the dirty shirt, the track marks on his arm and I think If this guys not alive then what does that make me? If this man can't be free, is there any hope for me? and Oh Say Can You See It's The Land Of The Brave And The Home Of The Free If you can afford to be A homeless man told Chris and me "go take a dollar third six and buy me a cookie" I looked him in the eye and said exactly what I think I said "My money it makes me free, but honestly you're probably a little free-er than me spending your life and your time any way you please I'm slaving from seven to three two months of my income goes to interest fees. He smiled and walked away without a response for me and as we stood there on that street, you know I couldn't help but see Right there on that stoop he had more friends than me.
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Song by The Wonder Years
7.
Chorus1: Am * C I had a chance to be Better * F but I thought I had like, Forever * C * F The last minute snuck up just like a perfect Storm Am * C I fear that my family’s grown Bitter * F I’ve been able to deliver * C * F on Half the things that I set out to acheive Verse: C G F Maybe they see right through me C G F Maybe I’m a piece of shit C G F Maybe they see right through me but C G F I don’t wanna deal with it. Chorus2: Im good at keeping a secret But I don't wanna keep secrets I wanna stand in honesty with you cuz I know you waited till the last minute too Verse2: that's why you can see right through me you know because you recognize it now everyone can see right through me but I don't really give a shit
8.
Get Up Off 01:30
Eyes revealed that you were sad I didn't know it was that bad and now you say Ive had a hand in all the problems you have had that would make me kind've mad if my life wasn't so damn rad and I just think you're sad it's not like I am glad get up of your ass and take a fucking chance you've gotta put your shoulder in the throw to smash the glass ceiling that's above you hindering your path you can't expect the world to fall into your fucking lap

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With the exception of track 8, these songs/tracks were written/recorded in between April and July of 2016. Prior to April 12th I hadn't been in the habit of writing music and I'd never tried to play a stringed instrument other than a piano before. A string of unfortunate incidents left me without the ability to drive across town to play disc golf and too depressed to play video games or watch TV. I buried myself in a friends cheap mandolin he had left at my place. Before long I was upgrading, writing and recording these demos. They are all single track recordings, they have some flaws and mistakes, they are LO-FI and jangly; but I can honestly say I've enjoyed them and these 8 seemed like a well rounded collection to put out before I start switching gears and recording multi-track/ involving other DIYers.

Track 8 is an improvised song that my friend Chris Leukenhoff and I recorded after working approximately 2 hours collaborating. It was recorded in late 2015 and it was the first time I'd ever sang out in front of someone like that. He was fooling around on strings, we were really drunk; and I just kind of found the melody and went for it. Grabbed the laptop, flipped on garageband and we went from there.

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released August 10, 2016

Written, performed and recorded by Alan Brock*

*Strings on 'Get Up Off' by Chris Leukenhoff

Special thanks to:
Lynn DeCapo: for putting up with listening to my same whiny shit over and over
Chelsea Bunetic: for input and inspiration, dance-like conversations
Chris Leukenhoff: for encouragement, song fuel, and leaving a shitty rogue mandolin at my apartment for an extended period of time.
MU Campus Police: for taking my license, thus robbing me of my old hobbies and sending me down this path

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The Worst Generation Columbia, Missouri

Acoustic antifolkpunk / porch punk type sounds
FFO: Apes of The State, Matt Pless, Paul Baribeau

I'm just some rando who probably doesn't identify as human in the same way as most do. I'd put my name on these songs but I feel like they are about twice as honest and half as shy as I am able to be as a person so I'm a little uncomfortable with that.

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